For the last week I’ve been suffering with the fiercest migraines I’ve ever experienced to the point where I need to sit myself in a pitch black, silent room just to be able to sense things. My eyesight going with it, dizziness and blurring to the point where I have to just sit in one spot and the slightest noise pierces through me like I’m standing next to somebody scraping their nails across a chalkboard. The pain is so intense ..
I can’t get a doctors appointment. My surgery only allows you to make appointments at 8am for that very day so everyone calls at that time. After being on hold for half an hour I’m told the same thing every day.. “I’m afraid we have no appointments try again tomorrow”. I’m taking solpadol, which is making me feel so sick.. And I think a little high..
It doesn’t help that Esme has found that screeching, wailing, bawling, everything ear splittingly loud you can think of is her favourite thing to do as of late. I’m 100% sure children know when you’re feeling poorly so they just play up extra just cause they want to make you feel that little bit worse !
I feel sick as a dog, nobody can even watch Esme for me while I try to lessen the pain for a while so its just gradually getting worse, Esme is getting more and more wound up with me because I can’t physically get off of the sofa to play with her. If there’s such a thing as your head exploding from such a severe migraine I believe it won’t be long until it happens…
That dark, silent room is never going to happen at this rate…
GPs are useless 😦