Today has been a rollercoaster of emotions .. The last few weeks I have been bottling up so much stress/upset/misery my bottle has finally burst and poured out in one day. I don’t have a bad life, in fact I tell myself every single day that some people would love to have my problems over theirs and that its not as bad as others situations are.. I know this yet I’m still entitled to feel how I feel .
Its not just one thing I’m fretting over, though it was one minor thing that set it all off.. But a variety of things that have accumulated over a long period of time and everybody knows, not talking about it or dealing with it properly exacerbates things immensely! Yet we all still do it ?
I’ve decided I should probably take a trip back to the doctors as crying as much as I am throughout the day without finding a reason as to why I am is not normal, and all too familiar. Depression worms itself in and out of your life forever and easily recognised once you have suffered with it for a long time as all sufferers know. It never goes away, just gets better for short spells of time.
So Hello depression! Not very nice to see you again ! Can’t you just piss off forever ? Ta very much.